I saw a couple people do this so I will be doing some sort of recap of the year 2008. (Since I won't be blogging for a while cuz I'll be taking a small break.. to clear my mind up...)

2008: Begining of the year
Like every year,  on New Year's Eve, we go to my father's friend, Phil and celebrate. The, the next day, we goto my grandparent's and have a brunch with my father's family. Fun. Actually, It wasn't. I'm getting older and all we ever do at Phil's is watch TV with his two younger daughters because his son, is too "cool" to hang with chicks...
And at my grandparents, the adult conversations are rather boring so I try to play Legos with the kids...YAY!


2008: Your Love Life
That year, I was with JD, until mid-Feburary and we ended it (Before Valentine's day.) and then there was Romeo (Yes that's his name.) but that didn't last too long. I ended it right before camp.. We all know why. I then promised myself to stay far from boys but I broke my vow when I met Mike... then we all know what happenend there. Then there was the other Mike and Ian. Great. and now, to finish the year, I am once again, crushing on JD and a couple other guys. Great way to finish it all, isn't it!


2008: Friends and Enemies
Umh... Let's start off with bad memories and finish with the best shall we?
So I was friends with this girl, Chantale. Worst friend, ever. She a totaly bitch, whore, slut and liar. (No, I'm not being harsh.) Same thing with Miranda. So i basically broke off those friendships. But, it happened that both Mikes, Ian and those guys.. aren't very fond of me neither. With reason, I believe.
I also started to discover that my really good cadet friends weren't really my friends after all...
But on the brighter side, I made planty of wonderful friends at camp and, at school, I still have Alex, Jessica and my newest friend, Kalene. (Best friend to be correct). Oh, and by the way, Jd an I are good friends again!!!  :D


2008: Your BIRTHDAY!!!
My birthday was..... fun? I had this like... video game party.. we rented an xbox 360 and my friend brought over a shit load of games and we played all day and night. So much fun.
I got CDs and  a straightner but also some not very useful too..


2008: All about YOU
I changed quite a bit in 2K8. Mentally, but also physically. I tried different things, clothes, looks, personalities...
None worked, yet. I'm still looking!
It was a not-so-bad year for me, which isn't really what I always say but I actually was.
I passed my grade, I am heathly, have a home, got a job, clothes, loving family (and friends..and more  ;) )
I still can't drive, but that's coming!
Eventhough I'm not fully satisfied with where I'm at in life... who is?
And there's nothing I can really change about it now.


2008: Wrap Up.
I think that 2008 was a great year, not better then any other year but diffienately not worst.
For sure, 2009 will bring new things for me, every day is different.

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40 Secrets About Yourself, be HONEST.

1. Name one song that reminds you of an ex?
Get Back - Demi Lovato
It describes perfcectly how I felt and still kinda feel about Mike... damn I should really start to forget about that asshole!

2. Where was your default pic taken?
I think it was... photoshop!

3. What's your middle name?
The same as always.  :)

4.Relationship status?
Right now, I am single but with mixed feelings about different people....?

5. Honestly, does your crush like you back?
Perfect answer: Which one?

6. What is your current mood?
It's actually a void of emotions... it's one of those times that I don't feel any emotions...

7.What color underwear are you wearing?
Perv!

8. What makes you happy?
Music. Always.

10. If you could go back in time, and change something what would you change?
A whole lot of stuff.

11. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day- what would you be?
A guy. LOL! Sorry boy! No hard feelings, right?

12. Ever had a near death experience?
No, not really.

13. Something you do a lot?
Think and listen to music.

14. What's the name of the song stuck in your head right now?
Cult of Personality... I forgot by who but it's in Guitar Hero III - Legends of Rock  :D

15. Who did you copy and paste this from?
My facebook note...

16. Name someone with the same b-day as you?
Johnny Depp!! (It's true I'm so not lying!)

17. When was the last time you cried?
Not too long ago. and We allllll know why.

18. Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
Not that I kow of...!

19. If you could have one super power what would it be?
Super speed!!! actually... maybe not... I don't know...

20. First thing you notice about the opposite/same sex?
Many things.

21. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
I don't really like caffeine... or anything coffee-ish and tea-ish. It would probably be a Jones soda or a pastry or some sort.

22. What's your biggest secret?
Umh.. if it's a secret, either I will blog about it or I already have....

23. Favorite color?
Lime green, blood red and black.

24. When was the last time you lied?
Today. If it wasn't to somebody, it was to myself.

25. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?
Sometimes...  POKEMON!!!!  lol.

27. What are you eating or drinking at the moment.
I am thinking of eating a piece of cake... but should I...?

28. Do you speak any other language?
Yes. FRENCH and ENGLISH!

29. What's your favorite smell?
UMH.......... I have no clue... Honestly.

30. If you could describe your life in one word what would it be?
Good (compared to otheR's I would hae to add)

31. When was the last time you gave/received a hug?
Quite a bit I guess

32. Have you ever been kissed in the rain?
Nope. Only in some wicked dream...

33. What are you thinking about right now?
Mainly, I am wondering what's gonna happen to Richard and Zedd in Naked Empire by Terry Goodkind...
Hopefully they won't die!  0.0

34. What should you be doing?
Getting ready to pack for Montréal!

35. What was the last thing that made you upset/angry?
My sister... haha go figure! It's her job to piss me right off then smile like she's all innocent right!

37. Do you like working in the yard?
Sometimes...

38. If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
Cullen!!! <3  Haha. Yeah... I'm one of those fans... too bad I never read the books yet!

39. Do you act differently around your crush?
Again, which one???

A N G E R

1. Are you currently mad at someone?
I try not to be mad at anyone. I'm gonna try to start everything fresh in 2K9, eventhough I know it's gonna be pretty damn hard to.

2. Which family member has the worst temper?
Me for sure!

3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone's face?
Umh.... snow balls, rocks (wait.. no that was the back of the head... oh well.), ice... lol I'm violent   :)

4. Does your face turn red when you're angry?
I don't think so... Only if I start choking someone... just kidding.

5. When you're mad do you prefer to keep to it yourself?
I try. I try.

E X C I T E 2 E N T

1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you?
Not that I know of... I don't really have the right friends for that either...

2. If you won a million $$$'s what would be your first thoughts ?
Are you fucking with me?!?!?!?

3. If you could have anything right now, what would it be?
Umh... I don't know...

Y O U

1. Name: Emilie
2. Where were you born?: Easy: at a hospital!
3 Your hometown?: Here, where I live right now, in the middle of nowhere, which is the capital of Nowhere.
3. What's your main goal in life?: To live a long and happy life and die heroically.. or try.
4. Do you want to have children? : Maybe. I' too wrong to start thinking about that.
5. How do you want to die? : Recklessly. That's sounds like a fun plan!  :)

OP I N I O N S

1. Sex before marriage? : At the point society is, what's there to think about more then it seems normal..
2. Lower the drinking age? : That woyuld just lower the illiegal drinking age!
3. Recycling?: Nobody cares anymore!

L O V E

1. Do you have a crush?: Unfortunately, yes, many.
2. Who is the best hugger?: My friend JC! There like bear hug!  (:
3. Love at first sight? : I don't think it's possible.

L A S T

1. Person you saw not in your family?: People on TV.
2. Person you hugged?: I don't know...
3. Movie watched?: There's Something About Mary
4. Song you listened to?: Love Story - Taylor Swift

P L A N S

1. What are you doing now?: This weblog entry and chatting to my buddies..
2. What are you doing tonight?: Try to sleep.
3. What are you going to eat for dinner?: I ate already... Chicken!  :)

I N T H E L A S T M O N T H H A V E Y O U

1. Bought something?: I bought something like... a week ago!
2. Gotten sick? I am right now..!
3. Been hugged? I certainly hope so!
4. Felt stupid? Almost everyday!
5. Missed someone? Yuupppers
6. Failed a test? I think so.
7. Danced? I try
8. Slept with someone? Not in the sex-sense.
9. Slept with more than one person? Nopers.

F U T U R E

1. Do you want to get married? Maybe.. I don't know yet.
2. What kind of house do you want? As long as itt's cozy and home-y it doesn't matter.

H A V E Y O U E V E R

1. Shaved your head bald? No!
2. Taken over an hour to get ready? Duh. I'm a girl. That's what we do!
3. Gone to jail? Nope. Proud of it :)

A R E Y O U G O I N G T O

1. Continue using the computer? Pehaprs I shall!
2. Hang out with someone today? My family.
4. Go to school? Do I even have a choice?

W H I C H I S B E T T E R

1. Rain or snow? Rain.. It's not as fun but it's not as cold.. I would know!
2. Summer or Winter? Summer.. no school!
3. Text messaging or MSN? MSN, it's faster and text messageing is expensive.
4. McDonalds or A&W? A&W.. it's good and McDonalds is gross.
5. Movies or shows? Both are awesome!

H A V E Y O U E V E R

1. Said "I Love you"? Who hasn't!?
2. Given money to a homeless person? I think so.
4. Waited all night for a phone call? I think so..
5. Snuck out: In a way, yes.
6. Have you ever looked at the stars? Very often.
7. Sleep in a bed with a person of the same sex? It's called sleepovers.
9. Stolen money from a Friend? Ya but I gave it back right away.  :)
10. Seen someone die? Almost (unfortunately, he survived.) and in movies.
11. Been on an airplane? Many times, and one more in a couple days!  (:
12. Slept all day? Yesterday!
13. Missed someone so much it hurt? Unfortunately, yes.
14. Fallen asleep during school? Does it count if your eyes are open, but you're not there?
15. Been lonely? Very often..
16. Cheated in a game? Who hasn't?
17. Been in a car accident? Almost.. I wasn't driving though..!

I'm guessing 2K9 won't be that different from 2K8, after all.

So today, as I was checking my messages, I noticed I got one from... MIKE!!!
so here's the whole conversation:

ME: Funny how everyone of them I read, I was trying to remember if you did that.

I honestly think ou didn't give me a chance and that really, really hurt. I just wished you knew how much I think about you and how much it hurts to do so. I honestly wished I could've told you all along how I felt, because I know that it was a terrible mistake from the begining to have denied it.

Love always,
Emilie <3

PS: I love you.
Was that a stupid move from me? Should I have just ignored the message? Was it smart to try to fix things?